I met this guy…

I really need to get on top of this blog thing. So many things have been happening that I have had absolutly no time.

Anyway I met this guy…

He’s tall, handsome, has a fabulous smile, great sense of humor, secure job, really nice a**. Ladies you know what I mean. We have hit is off really well I think. He likes to tell me he plays dumb, and I know he does I can read between the lines.

Sure all this sounds too good to be true. I had a suspicion that it was. So I did some investigating. I would say a criminal because he stole my heart. I shouldn’t have worn it on my sleeve so low I guess. Turns out he is unhappily married and now divorcing. I made the mistake of getting a little tipsy one night and saying those three stupid words. Does that count? I meant it! I have never felt this way about anyone I have ever met. It’s all out in the open. I refuse to repress my true feelings again I made that mistake before.

It has turned into a very valuable friendship to me. We talk about everything and anything. I have expressed my feelings to him and at this point seven months later I still can’t stop thinking about him. I will catch my self daydreaming where ever it maybe wondering if he thinks about me the same way. Only time will tell… I can’t even seem to get truely mad at him and I should be furious because he lied to me. That is like my number one peeve. So what the hell is this then? I would feel totally akward dating anyone else I would feel like i’m cheating. I suppose I could babble on and on… Im turning blue now Lol.

I guess I will just keep wondering.

~ by izbaby on March 21, 2007.